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"oh it was sad, when the big ship went down,
to the bottom where the husbands lost their wives
and the children lost their lives
it was sad, when the big ship went down!"

back from sp-SB foc.
i woke up clapping and singing camp songs. muahaa!
current camp song in mind is epo ee thythy...
"epo ee tooki tooki epo ee tooki tooki"
the chicken hasn't died yet.

foc just rocks.
didn't feel like breaking camp, yknow. felt homely in the bunk,
and somehow already used to sleeping in warm warm, smelly smelly room,
with half-naked guys walking around. haha!

"i love you, you love me,
we're happy family
with a big big hug
and a kiss from me to you
SB SB iloveyou!"

"bom cheeka bom
bom cheeka waka cheeka waka cheeky bom"

haha. im voiceless.
ytd's ytd night ah,
when i talk, you can only hear air. LOL.
then next morning it erecovered a bit...
you could hear a bit of voice, then zao sia, then no more. haha!
second day morning, eugene and i walked to 7-11 but wasn't open!
so drag until camp breaks. loll.
now better lah... the a bit of voice coming back.

okayy so.
camp was full of fun;
games here games there,
campsong here campsong there,
and got scared until no voice,
and and! MATAS vs mafees.
haha! obviously im from matas lah. type caps lock leh. haha.

intro of my BUNKmates! =)

from SHERLOCK HOLMES
samina  jasper  marathon  shauna  shuqin  crosby  germaine  katie  charissa  kengwee!
papamama- yuanhao and elaine!

from RANGERS
jocelyn  aisyah  esther  yixiu  venessa  eugene  yuewen  wilfrid  gary!
papamama- jiajun and melissa!

esther, yixiu and venessa were gone by day3 'cos of different reasons
so Rangers became the smallest group with only 6ppl. =l

"-mass dance song-"

anw, cont'd intro.
aisyah is crazy crazy one,
but i think Rangers won't be fun w/o her lah.
she's our narrator plus voice specialist... busy girl.
venessa is very smart.. she solved the IQ questions at one of the stations.
yixiu reminds me of becca, i don't know why. hahas.
esther is guaiguai one, looks like duhuiping(css1).
wilfrid is our Blind Ranger.
eugene is a mr Nice lah.. willing to pei me to 7-11. but then he knows my pig-identity.
yuewen and gary are from npcc;
yuewen is ci already........
HAHA! the 'already' reminds me of our skit. read on read on!!!
which means i'd have known him few months ago, but anw, yah.
he's quite good-looking... shh. don't tell other sb ppl i said tt. haha.
but the way he makes friends reminds me of hwee. oops.

"everybody dance now! *clap clap clap..."

talk abt night activities kayy. 'cos day times are all games. =)

for the first night we'd night walk.
rrrrrrr scary scary!!!
before tt they let us see ghost movies,
then  told us ghost movies.
evil!

so, 4 per team.
wanted to stay with own group but then there were two extra girls from other groups,
then the facs were saying we deely-dally all that..
so i go lor.
then yuewen came along since we needed a guy.
you see, npcc initiative!! haha.

we had to follow straight light sticks in the almost- pitch darkness,
and GET FRIGHTENED every now and then.
tt's where i get this voice lah....
LOL im such a loser.

"whatever, whatever, whatever
just now
whatever, whatever, whatever
just now"

four of us were like holding on to one another...
wen was scared too.. he wanted the girl behind to hold on to his left shoulder. hahas.
i find the girl behind me super courageous.
tho after much hesitation,
she decided to go in first into the toilet.
AHH im most afraid of closed doors! =S

funny part was when i fianlly understood the fake ghost wanted us to light the candle,
and tt another fake ghost was holding on to a lighter,
i held the tip of the candle to tt lighter, and waited and waited.
in the end yuan lai is must zi ji light one.

i can never be a good fake ghost one lah..
if i meet such blur campers,
i'll laugh even before i could scare them. haha!

saturday night was galaa-night plus disco.
yknow those skit and skit and skit,
then when the VIPs left, it was dance and dance and dance.

kt and aisyahs were dancing queens!
and there were two or three dancers at the middle now and then...
i like idy! boyish kind. but i like the way she carries herself.

eh why did i end up talking abt disco first? hahas!

we got good hosts for galaa-night.
daryl's random and lame. haha.. and gross.
but tt's what makes it fun, ysee.

we had this cross-dressing thing, uhh, for school uniform.
one guy wore this uniform and squeezed in a towel at the front.
woah.. HOT!!! haha!!!!!
and his acting damn funny also.
but winner for best cross-dressed was linglong's group...
tt phillopino maid. HAA. "bend down!"

then i like holmes' skit. they got very good sound effects!
and marathon's a good actor. hahas.

then our skit is abt Fashion Crime,
60-yr old Power Rangers VS two ahGuas from thailand.

narrator plus vice specialist- aisyah
white ranger- eugene
red ranger- gary
blind ranger- wilfrid
sawadeekaa- wen
sawadeekap- jocelyn!

starting was aisyah's intro,
then the ahGuas came out first
followed by the oldold Rangers with their walking sticks. haha!

white Ranger criticised us yknow. i was so angry tt i kicked his walking stick,
and muahahaa, he fell down!
red Ranger then tried to kick sawadeekaa's there,
but sawadeekaa said, "haha, nothing there already!"...
as voiced by aisyah but acted sissy by wen.
tt's a funny part suggested by jiajun! xD
then i pushed blind Ranger since im a bad guy.

MUAHAA. all Rangers collasped!

BUT WAIT!
blind Ranger found his spects!
*go go, power RANGER*
ahhhhh they got power already.
let's fight!!!!!

*ar-bish here, ar-bish there* HA.
two climax of the fight:
(i) gary carried wen on his back and turned and turned and turned.
(ii) wen lifted his skirt... which was like his power lah.. HAHA tt was funny okayy.

but yknow in the end Rangers won 'cos RANGERS are strong!

"we're the Rangers
mighty mighty Rangers
one fist, two fist,
POW POW POW"

haha.okk i gtg. anw tt's abt most of what i wanted to say.
hahas. won't have time to apply different colours to my text. but
hope you've enjoyed!

"hip hip hooray for sb!"

leading a school-less life for now.

12:11; half day and 11mins of 03/03/08 gone!
if the first '3' and turn around and face the other '3',
today will be 08/08. HA.
see, im bored.

went to drink super chilli soup this morning
and got my sausage lips. EXTRA KISSABLE. haha!
the soup didn't have much oil, unlike the one i used to drink in nanchiau...
so i didn't apply any "jocelyn-brand lipstick" today.
lalalaa. BORED.

some cute test found on friendster:

HOW CUTE ARE YOU???
*****(NO CHEATING PLS)

1. WHAT COLOR HAIR DO YOU
HAVE?

[x]Brown
[ ]Red
[ ]Blonde
[ ]Black
[ ]other

2. OUT ON A DATE WOULD YOU WANT
TO:

[ ]Go to a party
[x]Go out to eat

3. WHAT IS YOUR FAVORITE COLOR
OUT OF:

[ ]Baby-Pink
[x]Yellow
[ ]baby blue
[ ]Turquoise

4. PICK YOUR FAVORITE HOBBY OUT
OF:

[ ]Talking
[x]Singing
[ ]Taking long walks

5. IF YOU COULD PICK A STORE OUT
OF THE FOLLOWING, WHICH WOULD IT BE?

[ ]Hollister
[ ]Old Navy
[x]Aeropostale

6. WHAT IS YOUR FAVORITE PLACE
OUT OF THE FOLLOWING?

[x]Hawaii
[ ]London
[ ]Florida

7. IN THE SUMMER WOULD YOU
RATHER GO TO:

[x]The Beach
[ ]Somewhere Cooler

8. WHAT IS YOUR BIRTHDAY MONTH?

[ ]Jan uary
[ ]February
[ ]March
[ ]April
[ ]May
[ ]June
[ ]July
[ ]August
[ ]September
[x]October
[ ]Novem ber
[ ]December

9. WOULD YOU RATHER:

[ ]Chill at home
[x]Go out with friends

10. WHAT IS YOUR FAVORITE
INSTRUME NT OUT OF:

[ ]guitar
[ ]Bass guitar
[x]Drums
[ ]The Triangle

************************
****************
************

**ANSWERS**
1 .
a. brown= sexy [5points]
b. red = smart [2 points]
c. blonde = playful [4 points]
d. black= caring [3 points]
e. other = wild [5 points]

2.
a. go to a party = playful [2 points]
b. go out to eat = romantic [5 points]

3.
a. baby-pink = cute [2]
b. yellow = loud [3]
c. baby-blue = cool [5]
d. turquoise = sexy [5]

4.
a. Talking = active [2]
b. Singing = determined [2]
c. Taking Long Walks = daring [5]

5.
a. Hollister = tasteful [7]
b.Old Navy= laid back [2]
c. Areopostale= stylish [5]

6.
a. hawaii = you like being around
people [2]
b. London You are quiet, and like the
cold [2]
c. florida = You like to party! [5]

7.
a. beach = tan, likes the sun [5]
b. somewhere cooler = pale and
original [2]

8.
a. January = popular [5]
b. February = lovely [5]
c. March = rebellious [5]
d. April = the person everyone
loves!!! [5]
e. May = happy [5]
f. june = chills a lot [5]
g. July = Adorable [4]
h. August = ballin [5]
i. September = quiet [2]
j. October = out-going [3]
k. November = pimpin it [5]
l. December = warm [5]

9.
a. home = quiet, romantic [3]
b. go out with friends =crazy [5]

10.
a. guitar = cool [3]
b. bass-guitar = mellow [2]
c. Drums = crazy [5]
d. Triangle = simple [2]

SCORES!!! !
UP TO 17= LOUSY GET A LIFE MAN

18-20= OKAY

21-35= Rather Cute!

36+=REAAAAAAAALLLLLLY HOTT
CUTE!!!!!!!! !!!

i got 40points!
this test is so true. HAHA.

listening to Daryl's THE ONE I LOVE.
nicceeeeee.
esp the last two lines. haha!

glad tt i can still log on to TPJC.net.
i missss there.
but mama doesn't want me to go back.
she says, "later you get executed for being a trespasser" -.-!
but i want to run on the tracks.
but i want to be back at the canteen extension.
but i want to see him again,
eat "my tongue"(jelly i-scream) again,
decorate the i-scream stick again......
and we haven't sung FA XIAN AI.
aww.

i wonder if this is quality blogging. haha.
"on the day of Valentines'
i hold on to your hand one last time
you asked me why i gave you that ring
because that may be the last of my wing"
the one i love.

anw. im in a laughing mood today.
so if im in TPJC with jasmine now, we'd be tough-laughing like no tmr.
my laughing and laughly twin. heh.

plus 'cos im bored, i mass sent some shit sms.
so finally got to hear from the ZHABOS' again;

shitstead told me her first few friends in jjc were:
Jocelyn, Lynette, Joanne.
LOL.
then nett is currently in nyjc like chuxuan.
kitty-darling going to SP like me.
'laine replied after 0183655273927mins.
nu-er replied.... wait, shouldn't it be lesson time? oops.
syl dated me! hah!

lalaa. Hybrid-surprise.

so these few days it's abt reminiscence.
last last night i thought of many things.
think, when you get older, you think more.
so im getting older.
so i thought and thought,
teared a bit.
flipped and tossed.
then finally slept at 2am.
contents?
skps life, nanchiau life, pae life, future sp life.
besides the things tt've been done,
also the things tt've NOT been done.
little regrets here and there.
but i know they're only food for thoughts.
can't possibly turn back time anyway.
and surprisingly,
i teared when i thought of happy stuffs...
as in, happy... the adjective form.
the fun times, the lame times.
yes, im talking abt you, ZHABOS' and squad4'o7!
teared also when i thought of happy.
now the noun form.
not gonna expect much, as what i've told r-ter.
memories. let things stay the way they are.
thoguht of brother danny,
and shitstead
and jaywong too.
of how fortunate i am
to know them.
haha. no wonder 2am then sleep right.

so for now,
im looking forward to SP life.
poly life awaits!
and yea, just for updating purposes,
my course is s48. LOL. like you'll know.
my course is HRM with Psychology.
[human resource management with psychology]
under business. wawawawawaa. i'd nv thought i'd go into the business industry.
so tt's sth unexpected of my life....
oh actually going into poly is already unexpected.
haha. it's interesting to see how 'nature takes its course'.

so since im going to poly,
i think you'd ask: want to be CI?
mm. i've asked.
failed attempt.
so papa is a NO MEANS NO man. =/

future SP students, anyone? please tag.
@ [LOL]
http://aunt-tea.cbox.ws/

haha. alright. tt's all for today.
SMILE always! =D

this pictures at 'say CHEESE' take quite some time to load so i've only uploaded A BIT.
so anyway, here's a little summary.

though short.
blessed to know this lot.
really great.
to befriend you guys on these dates.
thank you.
for everything i've gained, adieu.
(nonsense poem)

short period of time
but i've really experienced a lot.
friendship. love/love-craze. colours. music. laughter. tears.
they make up a fun-filled life.
it was like a dream.

jasmine.
thank you for everything.
weird tt we could actually have great impacts on each others' life
withink such a short period of time.
here's a secret.
you made me think/re-think of how a friendship should be...
i think tt means this friendship is impt to me; real impt
tt i'd think of sth like tt.

941 and Bel.
thanks you girls, too.
given me much fun,
and worries.
hahas.
bel, rmb to show me your sholarship by end of JC.
941, let's meet up and sing! heh.

safiah & xtina & daryl.
you ppl 've contributed most of the laughter and music(ya, daryl?)
love daryl's creations.
love the time when we played in the hall!
i want more of tt!

markLouis.
very sweet and very deep guy.
and everything nice.
guessed what, he was busy on sat but rushed to meet us for a super short while.
tt's what i call sincerity.
he's a nice guy...
ORANGE lover too. woohooh.

weeshiun.
IMISSYOU.

mrSUM.
you're the coolest 'cher i've ever seen.
haha.

thanks for everything.
every moment here.
love you guys, always.

for making me LOVE it!

girlfriends- since the first days.

fiance & i running during A shooting training.
...
what's the difference btwn
maintaining a friendship and running a marathon?

PIGGY-backy!

i was sleeping lah.
lol.
nevermind. more pictures to prove bel's
mischieve!

her beautiful pose
when taking sjc-girls-pic with huanting!

go to 'say CHEESE' now! =D

have loads of pictures to blog
but then it's already 0000 of 05/02.
unless i wanna become a panda (in lipyoung's eyes, a handsome panda!). HA.

life nowadays are getting increasingly crazy
with twin jasmine
plus #941 huanting,
and the fact tt now these crazy girls got to know each other. HA.
and i miss my fiance Bel and kristine. hahas.

and guess what?
s28 is getting noisier and lamer as days past.
handsome juve still as charming,
but got to see more of his crappy side.
pretty lipyoung has slowly unveiled his broken leg.
alfred hasn't stopped showing us how simple-minded he is.
jethro actually knows what's grinding!
alif is so appreciative.
lee jinjinjin is a lamo too.
marklouis is very deep, meanwhile sociallable.
warit's Thai accent is still there.. it's very nice =)
dennis is so nice to give us sweets during lectures.
safiah(i spell it correctly already right?) is marklouis' lover! HA. loves her.
tara isn't here today.
syahida's skirt is long enough but too big at the waist.
tingjun skipped KI today!
christina mia leh.
...don't have anymore right?
*feels jasmine's glare* HAHA
yah, and my evil twin lah.
my crapper and eyecandy-sharer in class. hahas!

loves Econs tutorial most mann!
the guys are so active during Econs..
and tt's when you start seeing the cuter sides of them. so funny lah.
plus 'cher likes to act strict.
but i think she is a crappy person if she puts aside her role as a 'cher. heh.

gonna have BBQ at Tara's!!!
looking forward to v-day too. xD

loves #941 and her Emo (her bunny).
...she named hers Emo just 'cos i named mine Happy.
hahas.
eh i like that word okay. HAPPY.
(feels like arthur's going to say sth) HAHA.

alright no more time!!
shall shoot you with the most important thing.... you ready???
here's it:

Results of the NPCC UOPA 2007

The results for the NPCC UOPA Assessment Year 2007 are as follows:

Gold Award (90% and above)

▪ Admiralty Secondary School
▪ Anglo-Chinese School (Independent)
▪ Bartley Secondary School
▪ Bowen Secondary School
▪ Bukit Panjang Government High School
▪ Canberra Secondary School
▪ Catholic High School
▪ Cedar Girls’ Secondary School
▪ CHIJ St. Joseph’s Convent
▪ Crescent Girls’ School
▪ Dunearn Secondary School
▪ Dunman High School
▪ Dunman Secondary School
▪ Hougang Secondary School
▪ Hwa Chong Institution
▪ Jurong Secondary School
▪ Jurong West Secondary School
▪ Maris Stella High School
▪ Marsiling Secondary School
▪ Nan Chiau High School
▪ New Town Secondary School
▪ North View Secondary School
▪ Orchid Park Secondary School
▪ Pasir Ris Crest Secondary School
▪ Pasir Ris Secondary School
▪ Queensway Secondary School
▪ Regent Secondary School
▪ River Valley High School
▪ Riverside Secondary School
▪ Serangoon Garden Secondary School
▪ St Hilda’s Secondary School
▪ St. Joseph’s Institution
▪ Victoria School
▪ Xinmin Secondary School
▪ Yishun Town Secondary School
▪ Yusof Ishak Secondary School
▪ Zhonghua Secondary School

OHMYGOODNESS.
hahas!!! GOLD UNIT!!!!!!

'3cheers '3cheers '3cheers to NCNP.
HIP HIP HOORAY
HIP HIP HOORAY
HIP HIP HOORAY!!!

lessons learnt on:

perspir-ation
inspir-ation
aspir-ation
integr-ation
communic-ation.

[perspiration]

mr samad's pe WARM-UP(only hor!) is soo torturing mann.
like army style.
but damn fun. heh.

tingjun sprained her right knee... OOUCH.
but fortunately was alright after a while.. whew.

jogged around 8th lane of the track for 10mins.
so i think we jogged for two rounds plus only.
jogging partner for the day is christina =)

mr samad is 'lao dang yi zhuang' mann;
should be in his 40/50s... but he ran 3/4 rounds in 10mins =O!

[inspiration]

ct mr sum talked a lot during physics tutorial today.
one of the topics really moved me.
started off talking about melvin...

about having confidence in oneself,
"keep on trying",
"it doesn't matter how deep you fall, as long as you rmb there's always a chance to stand up again"

very inspiring, yah?
esp 'cos he said due to melvin's case...
i find it very heartfelt. =')

btw he's also a national dancer =D
here's me with mr sum:

[aspiration]

he also encouraged each and everyone of us to have an aspiration;
life is meaningless without a goal.
it's a form of motivation.
so aspiration is important =)

many are aiming towards psycholgy---
which means competition's gonna be tougher.
anyway,
most similar to mine is markLouis';ss/psy =D
JIAYOU.

start fresh.
so currently im in temasek poly junior college for first six.
and 'O' results are coming out sooo soooooon!!! woohooh!
hope everyone get the results they desire lah!

got to introduce myself to a whole fresh group of people.
feel as if i needed to know myself all over again.
no difference, though.
im still me, you see. (detective! don't catch me. i don't wink 'cos im the murderer hor!)

strangely, i felt comfortable in tp...
i thought i was going to feel distant.
but def, i still love nanchiau! xD

so far, life in tp is about lectures, checking out new Mr Handsomes, Mr Cutes, Mr Hots...
so far there's no tutorial yet.

yknow the lectures are rather scary;
never sit near the aisle or too low or too high up(esp for ms Ong's H2 maths)
or you'll be asked to answer questions.
esp 'cos the lectures are good lullabies, so your mind will go to dreamland so easily...
then if you don't know how to answer,
or worst still, don't even know the question,
you'll malu yourself in front of hundreds pairs of eyes! HA.

woah it's raining! =D

cca wise,
i wrote my name in 6.
lols. not being aunt-tea lah
just.. try new stuffs lor?
these are the honoured(lols!) 6:
[student council][cldds(3)][choir][shooting][photo.][tennis]

don't think i'll get selected for tennis.
i'd never held the racket before,
and i guess they expect us to play tennis during the trial this coming Fri. =/
but fiance bel is going with me..
if malu jiu malu tgt lah.... one for two, two for one. HA.

guys-thing

Mark C.
the very first tt caught my attention.
he can sing x)
and he's cute;
smiles even while closing the door lah hor!
(wonder what he'll think IF he sees this)

Yellow Shoes.
i don't know his name yet!
how great would it be if people's names are just written on their faces........
LOL.
this guy looks like JingYuan from HIHS npcc... those cute`handsome tt kind yea.
WOOHOOOH.

hahas! and there're more random ones lah.
941 thinks yintak is good looking too;
yeah.. one vote for nanchiau. lols!

there's also a Mark form my class---Mark Louise.
music guy lah. he plays guitar.
good looking too. x)

talking about my class... 08S28!
there're:
Tara
Jasmine
Gautami
Gayatri
Safiyah
Shahida
Jie Lin
Helena
Ting Jun
Cristina
Melvin
Marvin
Nicholas
Mark
Jettro
Alfred
Aliff
Wat-ri
Dennis

hope tt's all.

Tara is like a big sister in the class(plus e fact tt she's been here for a year) ;
can lead, is sarcastic, and swears. she admits it herself lah.. ha.
today our GP 'cher didn't show up,
so she made us self-intro, everything... =D
she sings, dances, and acts(as in, drama tt kind).
Jasmine resembles Beatrice, esp the eyes and the braces!
i might accidentally call her laopo if her hair is longer. hahs!
Safiyah is the second 'safiyah' i know in this school. from cgs, and knows Julynn.
Tingjun form scgs is quiet, serious, and sounds manly.
Cristina looks cool.
Shahida is a tall woman.
Jie Lin is considering to go poly too.
Melvin is a super loner, but sabo-ed to be Physics rep =x
Dennis is the boyboy who talked to me after flag raising,
told me tt he's transferred to this class 'cos of sub combi.
Wat-ri is a Thai... whose full name i still can't pronounce despite repeating twice.
Aliff is the first guy i rmb 'cos his name is easy to rmb!
Mark is tt cute music guy.
Helena has been missing for two days. and
Alfred is the one from SPRINGFIELD!

hahas. tt's about it.
half of the class is meeting up tmr to play! while
the other suffers in Econ lecture.
lols!

friends wise, close ones 're 941(huanting), 942(kristine) and atiqah.
i don't think fiance bel(the 'hua wen ren') should be listed... i know her long ago mah. ha.
pictures next time. this comp doesn't have bluetooth function.

ohh! and duckduck.
got to know him thru' shitstead.
sms-ed for so many days but only met each other ytd... for my H2 maths lecture notes.
met him again during 941's pe today;
he joint s23,
and ended up having to do the torturing push-ups on the burning red track. HA.

i saw many ppl who resembles ppl i know..
there're ppl who look like daniel, joelyn, adeline, 'brose...
then i'd get a shock. hahas!

the canteen food wise, mostly're delicious!
so far i really love Roti Cheese, Vege, Jap... going to try more. hahas!

outside tp-life.

family wise, it's either just the family of three or with my super duper darling Junior Baby!
im missing him sooo much okay.

post-nchs:
have been going back almost everyday for the past few days!
won't be sian one, 'cos i really love there.
and i love shitstead and 'laine and syl. hahas!
shitstead and i took pictures... next time then upload ah.
saw wanxin dear and naughty girl too!
and on monday we saw happy and bryan,
so tgt we went to talk to mr Koh and ms Neo. =)

forced to force sylvia to gym ytd.
esp when it's tiring after a day of school + photo. meeting, yea?
(syl, you should feel guilty at this point of time).
now my butt is aching again 'cos of tt cycling thing.
expecting the muscles to ache for the next to days.
laughs.
miss her intelligent craps.

npcc:
went back for NP interview ytd's ytd, and saw cct;
ohmyMark...no comments mann.
anyway im not in the right position to say anything.

hmph.
shall end off with beautiful things.
little Jr is now able to stand, and kick real hard, and "ah-ah-oo-oo",
and show his anger even if you acci. hit him,
and throws tantrum if you're late for serving him his milkmilk.
can't believe he's just 4months. ha. tt little baby.
pictures some time later okay =)

takkaire, all.
here's Jocelyn signing off =)

it's been a tough year for me---emotionally.

yknow what im going to say.
not emo-ing, but recalling from a grown-up's view. =')

first term of the year, we had this Malacca Trip;
thought it's another can-be-used-to-strengthen-the-r/s trip,
but end up being the break point when i learnt about tt "sec2 councillor issue"
(PS yt pls don't be affected by this. this is just a recount.)

and, well.
hard time getting over it.
to be honest,i took around 7 months.

then for these few days,
got the false impression of going back to the past
but fortunately woke up from that dream in time.
dumb man.
took me so long to realise it's more of a 'admire' than 'love'.
ysee, i've a lot of reasons for liking him.. tt's not much like a love.
and about me changing face upon hearing 'suqi',
i think it's a habit already.
habit of lerve// habit of thinking it's lerve.

anyway.
i continue to 'admire'.
he's way too charismatic lah.
every move on the bball court. every lame piece of crap. every emotion.
every violent move on the psp. LOL.
now even sneezing, seeing shaowei, hearing abt aluminiun folding sccoter dou will think of him. a bit lame leh, hahas!
'wo cai' is showing this 6-yr-old boyboy super good at throwing the bballs into tt net.
also will think of him. hahas!
BUT i can swear it's def not love. =D

so, good thing there's a nice ending to this 2yrs of hweesiang thing.

then it's the teachers thing.
firstly we've to send Mr Hareesh off.
then worry if Mr Tien's going off at June......
so, it's emotionally torturing ya?

not forgetting we fought the "big battle" this year huh.
the scary 'O' which we took ten years to prepare for...
and now we await the results.
challenging, yet stres.......... uhh, was it stressful?
i sort of forgot the feeling of 'O'. lols!
anyway, LUCKS to all for the results. ='D

mainly it's the Graduation thing.
like Syl saying tt she actually almost cried when she past by nchs.....
HA.
this is a special year indeed.
no more entering nanchiau4H when school reopens.
ahh.. shebude a lot of things.
shebude everyone out there........ =/

everyone's going different paths.
thinking tt we might not see one another again really shatters my heart.
thousands trllions millions of shebude.
ha. hard to describe.
it's all this deep deep feelings in the heart. ahh.
i miss all of you,
i love all of you.

won't forget my four years in here.

there're two more things but are not convenient to be said here.
anyway.
it's been a tough year.
but had allowed me to learn a lot.
bgr wise, had been more matured after experiencing such a roller coaster.
friendship wise(incl. NP ppl), i'd only say i'll rmb you ppl... and, loves.
family wise, i've become more of an aunt-tea! HA.

well well.
all in all, i think i've grown a lot this year.
learnt not to act like a little kid anymore..... in many ways, really.

so, it's 2days to the end of 2007.
end it nice,
with no hard feelings.

may all have a HAPPY NEW YEAR ahead!
with loves,
JOCELYN   =D

lots of pictures to be posted but currently..
in Coasta Sands NP chalet.

woah i just read sth like:
"what if i miss you.
what if i still love you.
what will you do.
what will i do."

i still do, i think.
don't bother about me lahs. nth's wrong.
i promised mich and danBro tt this will end when chalet's over.
so let me be.
heh.

anyway tt previous post was typed by hwee.
so lazy to delete.
(what an excuse)
hahas!

LERVES.
see you guys with my next post,
next post: with the jocelyn who LOVES.

bbbbb

life has been revolving around 'lil Junior nowadays.
the poor thing is having phelgm in his throat for quite long already
going to see doctor tmr =']

other than tt,
im either shopping with family or rotting at home.
urghh i feel real useless... like im not contributing to the society anymore.
and yeah, my nose has stopped running ='D

btw i learnt the correct version of BaBaa Black Sheep ytd! lols!
it's "Yes, sir. Yes, sir. Three Bags Full",
and not: "Yes, sir. Yes, sir. Three Black Fool."
LOL. it's as if i've no childhood. hahas.

ehyah. nth much is happening nowadays.
brother danny wants me to do some thinking regarding happy.
but i can't seem to get to any conclusion.....
let nature take it's course okay? ='D

anyway.
we had some fun during swimming ytd;
esp when 'lil Junior hits the water!
it's the picture above above above above ='D
'lil Junior poopoo-ed right before swimming... hahas!
so heng, right?
imagine he poopoo-ed in the water. hahas!! x'D

EHyah okay lah.
nth much to blog, actually.
gotta wake up early tmr.
takkaire, people.
wan an! ='D

appreciating life as it is, and experiencing more everyday.
that's what i've learnt so far.
and that's why i've been finding my life wonderful---these days.
[btw i don't think im an optimist anymore =X]

nowadays im getting used to doing baby hand signals,
or patting people... all because of that 'lil one!
so adorable. x)

wxDear gave out some paper clips today.
ha. so cute lahs. i got duckie and sheepie.
im jocelyn 'quack'...that's what i said as i press duckie's mouth open. lols!

finally had time to do some self-revision in class today;
but then i almost fell asleep doing bio MCQ.
then yifen was soo sweet enough to introduce to me her Sakura Game;
it's some logical---but it's all about her Sakura and other characters---test.
and my result was that i was the Sakura. HA.

ohyes. this MUST be mentioned!
queued at Kampong Delight during recess.
then the auntea praised me mann.
wahaa. infront of sylvia somemore!
i was soo high up in the air.
okay, i'll buy her foodmore often. HA.

gave ahfat her present today..
but aiai was absent from the group.
ha. i wanted to let ros think that 2g-clique is not giving her present.
but didn't know how to. lols.

met spider when we were waiting for tong outside 4g.
but, yeah. still miss him.
so dan's not gonna strike 4d today. lols!
eh! BUT not in that way lah.
=')

but sometimes happy can really make me feel that i don't have to miss spider at all.
='D
a nice friend lahs =)

laughs shitstead 'cos she forgave me for missing her show and event! ='D

going out to buy lantern for Jr!
oh btw. my cousin gave me this one:

a nice number. but i don't think it'll be a very nice post.
should've blogged about jr [junior's siangsiang's nickname] here!
anyway...

Prelim's over.
we're not gonna get any long breaks like those from any other post-exam periods!
hahas.
gotta jiayou mann.

hmph.
we've gotten back our results.
but they told me not to blog about them 'cos they're so ashamed! [personification]

anyway.
all the best for everyone.
this is the final lap we're gonna chiong for,
so let's all work hard tgt, ya?

JIAYOU. ='D

BEFORE YOU START TO THINK OF ANYTHING ELSE...

im gonna confess.
didn't know i love him so much.
aww... he's way too adorable...
i think of him every night and day...

I LOVE MY 'LIL NEPHEW!

lols!
okay seriously[when am i ever serious] , the 'lil one's chinese name is zheng siang.
and seriously[syl! you affected me and now i keep saying this word!] sometimes i do feel weird calling him 'siang siang'.
i didn't get to call anyone that before he was born. lols!

im so jealous of him.
that he doesn't---still doesn't---have to think so much for every movement,
still hasn't stepped into this complicated society.......
he's so so so pure, and innocent and all.
loves!

如果问我死后的愿望
还有什么好留下
我立刻回答
一个好孩子在地球上

好孩子你要听话
要有善良的想法
毕竟我无法
时时刻刻看护在身旁

我要给你个金钟罩一个铁布衫
走多了崎岖的路也不觉得害怕
我要给你个好灵魂一副好心肠
看见的美丽风景全都舍得分享

昨天晚上悄悄告诉他
这个遥远的想法
世界只剩下
两个笨孩子在地球上

笨孩子虽然笨啊
也懂善良的想法
有天我和他
一起实现这甜蜜愿望

爹地妈咪一定好好看着你长大
还有好多事情要跟你讲
我有一个金钟罩一个铁布衫
你要不要
爸爸妈妈我爱你!

wow. how boring can Hols get.
no hanging-out with friends nor shopping.. not even shopping for Windows!
i miss windows.
[as if my house has none...]
[not to mention the one im using now]

well..
i've nth else to blog about, i think.
gonna be a Chemistry Day today.
at least that gives today some life.

ha im in a crappy mood since this morning.
girls, you're gonna get more shits from me today!
[oops. girls shall be more elegant]...
corr: [in green Ink] girls, you're gonna get more faeces from me today!
lol. i think i've proved enough.

BORED.

im having a hard time adapting to this Lappy
[if my cousin sees me typing that word, he'll say: ACT CUTE.]
lols!
it's like sometimes the key that i usually use is missi........
OH there you are! In the key-pouch!

btw. notice the alliteration: Usually Use.
laughs out loud.
sth's wrong with me today.
so high for nth.

i bought a 85%-cocoa dark Choc ytd!
i think that's why.
darkChoc-highness!;
nono. should be.. My Highness.
lol.
how can i be so self-centred.
get to the side lah.

OHMY.. new discovery!
new hobby of mine: outlaming myself?

wth.
jocelyn, that's enough.
[in syl's tone, with pats on my back]

shall log out now.
or this post is going to be hated by all 'cos i wasted....... how long did you take to read it?

now i know how it feels when your friend promises you she/he'll move on,
but still didn't.

dearest 'laine!
i'll go for Piano course and play any songs that you want to hear okay.
listen to mine,
lols! my mei li de ben nu ren.
i love you.

happy.
you made Moving On sound so easy.
but you yourself?
if i move on, pigs can fly [which is so cute lah]
if you move on, birds can swim. okay?

myself!
well.
since holding back is the In-thing,
i'll be back to my Emo-ing [wow this is the best excuse i've ever come up with]

sighs sighs,
here's a song for us for them.
or at least, for me for him.

notice me
take my hand
why are we strangers when our love is Strong
Why Carry On Without Me

everytime i try to fly
i fall without my wings
i feel so small
I Guess I Need You Baby

and everytime i see you in my dreams
i see your face,
it's haunting me
I Guess I Need You Baby

I make believe that you're Here
It's the only way that i see clear

What have i done?
You Seem To Move On Easy

everytime i try to fly
i fall without my wings
i feel so small
I Guess I Need You Baby

and everytime i see you in my dreams
i see your face,
it's haunting me
i Guess I Need You Baby

I may have made it rain
please forgive me
my weakness caused you pain
And This Song's My Sorry

here's an honest confession:
im really over with it le.
my friends were right lah.
he worth me emo over for so long de meh?

so sorry i've moved on, my friends.
you're gonna get Pig shits all over you!!!

today's Teachers' Day seemed to become a mini Sec4s' Day.
hahas!

started off with walking around the school,
memories came flooding into my mind;

rmb those NPCC days...

there!
That was where we rushed in to keep our bags.
That was where we did Pumping as a squad!
That was where we sat down, all tired and worn out but still having fun with Campfire!
That was where he cut the wire for the fireBall so focused,
and when i folded him the 'hwee'.
That was where, amidst the darkness, we walked around to ensure Campers' safety.
That was where we ran around, playing Bonding Games.
That was where we gathered and gave Mr Tien b'day surprises.
That was where we ran around during Uniform Parade.
That was where we sat around and listen to char-wee's lame jokes.
That was where we pay our Water Guns..[how old liao?!]
That was where we did our '1,2, PULL'
That was where we gathered for ma'am J's soft-talk sessions.
That was where we once marched tgt as a Squad.
That was where, That was where, That was where.
That is where i found my loves.

and those old crazy days...

those girly and child-like Sec1 and 2 days,
where there was still 'B.I.T.C.H.'/'shui guo bing qi ling'....
then we had our lame old craps like 'Breadtalk' or 'yongchen diao xia lai'.
LAUGHS. ='D
i miss you girls.

then we've the study days...

syl talked about their 2E days,
and about arthur's noseblood. ha.
and we talked about mr EugeneNg.. telling us not to cut our fingers......
or it'll dirty his tools!
then we also talked about Zeng Lao Shi;
oyes i saw him in amk hub that day.
and i told him about our class' results.
he was so happy too ='D

and more currently,
the 4Hybrid days...

just in our own class we've our Dearest MrHareesh's farewell party. =']
not to mention enduring super boring lessons,
and thanks to sweet-contributors like Nett and Kat and naughtygirl-akq. hahas.
still have!
making friends--- as in those friends who talk about deeper feelings--- like arthur and happy and beatrice; like quite long never really talk to her about my secrets le mah.. ever since Sec3 camp =')
and yes, the Hybrid days in Sec3 camp huh,
when Kaung was still here. hahas.

thinking back, i really miss those good old days.
missing my squad.
missing my girls.
missing dearest spider [not in that way anymore lahs].
even missing Shitstead...missing ZHABOS'.

teachers' wise,
i'll miss AiRen! [oh he's not a teacher, sorry =x]
and mr foo---the so-lame-but-we-can't-get-his-jokes one.
but he's the nicest lah.. our results not good he'll blame himself! ='/
and mr tien---the Chem driller. and also the lamest teacher. also my OC.
and zeng lao shi---the one who shared so many stories with us.. =')
and mdm betsy teo; Beautiful Betsy, ya? ='D
and Queen Neewyn---the one who has our welfare at heart.
and mrs Hoo---the naggy one. ha!
and mr Seah---aiyoo. ='P
and miss Hani---the ever sporty and adventurous one. =D
yep i think there still are some more... =)

hahas!

3years plusplus; long yet short, short yet long.
subconsciously we've built up those precious memories that no money can buy.
I LOVE ALL OF YOU. ='D

we talked about Prom Night in class today.
whee! everyone was so High. ha!
queen Neewyn asked us to think of a theme.
i support the idea of going Retro! =')

oyes oyes.
next part:
walked up the spiral stairs and back to our classes...

wah we saw the whole spiral staircase lined with Juniors.
that was the point when, for the very very first time,
i felt we were NCHS.
it was all very crowdy and, yes, warm; HEART-WARMING.
i was just soo close to crying.
hahas ='D
esp when we were at the second floor;
they had the banner that says:
SENIORS, GOOD LUCK FOR YOUR 'O' LEVEL.

ha! so touching.
and airen was there too.
oh my. love him! =')

and i must mention.
when we were walking past 2I during the walk,
they pasted 'lil cards on the wall
wishing us Good Luck and All The Best.
how sweet of them! ='D
[except one that was biased; only dedicated to certain ppl only de. hahas!]

it was like.
i felt we've got the Best Wishes from the whole school,
which i totally appreciate.

even mrOng will wish us Good Luck before our Prelim Papers.
hahas.
'lil actions can really move me.

and yah.
nana said she'll be writing a card for me ='D
she still told me she loves me, hahas! cute lahs. =)

so, school, i love you too ='D
let's all JIAYOU tgt.
the same goes to the 'N' level ones okay!
everyone must JIAYOU JIAYOU JIAYOU,
all the best! ='D

with loves,
jocelyn.